Work today contained nothing very spectacular. the 40 hour famine was over, and people who were involved just need to return the booklets to Mel by the end of this month. aside from all that stuff, it was just a typical monday. i was just feeling so lethargic, and the urge to just try and stop procrastinating my presentation for this week, that i didn’t want to go work anyways.
The only light in the entire boring night, was the return of Aly. She went on a holiday to Norway, to visit the extended side of her family or something, for the last month and a half. so she came back, excited, and wanting to know the gossips (which included the 2 bitches). with her return though, she also brought some bad news.
Mel handed in her resignation today.
admittedly, when we talked last week about her explosive behaviour, i also told her in her face to move on or get over it if she couldn’t take the boredom. it’s good to get paid to do something you like. but sometimes, we don’t have a choice. she doesn’t have much of a qualification to do something more challenging. she is likely to get bored no matter where she goes. the only difference is, she gets to feel excited the first few weeks BECAUSE she’s NEW. and everything FEELS new.
and yes, i said everything in frustration, after being bossed around for a week, insisting that i find something to do when there was absolutely NOTHING to do, or ethically speaking i will never do stuff what she suggested when customers are around. e.g it’s INAPPROPRIATE to methylate the place when people are eating around you. the smell is beyond tolerance and puke inducing.
but with the new boss, despite a new contract and some new rules in place, the basics are essentially the same. we know what we have to do. infact, the boss has to be guided by us. he said so himself, especially since the branch he was training at was also entirely new, so no one knew what they were supposed to do, and when he came here, he just suddenly felt… relaxed. it’s like being on a permanent holiday.
again, with things going this way, sometimes i can’t help but wonder: should i attempt to move on? with an Australian work experience under my belt now, it would be slightly easier for me to get a job. but… there’s still ally, niccie and Ems. not to mention the various other characters, sans the bitches.
oh wells.
well, i guess i squished this image too tight. i joined this “political game” by a recommendation of my colleague, called nation states. Obviously, i am starting to get really retarded i naming my things, and there this “nation” is named after “me”. no big deal, except for the lame names we are limited to choosing from. but yes, you can view my “state” here – CLICK
the things i highlighted though were fairly new to me. firstly, i must state, my colleague is the utter opposite of me. in a sense, i feel she’s easily corruptible and a selfish person. her entire state also reflected that fact in relation to my opinion (0 political freedom, 100% economical success or something). she’s not entirely bad, but it’s her ideas… they aren’t very inclusive and contains 0 care factor.
mine on the other hand sounds like the hippy land dream or something.
“Compassionate” as a word kind of ran through the entire description a zillion times. not exactly the richest in the world, but we have happily bonded people. sounds communistic in my opinion, but oh wells 
this “game” is starting to amuse me about how it seems to be describing ME instead. no, i am not bragging that i am compassionate, but more like… a CLINGY person lol. 
ok, i am being utterly incoherent now. i guess that means bed. tada…
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