a need for change, maybe

i re-pierced my ears on sunday, based purely on a whim. and unlike most other times, where i often choose my favourite amethyst studs, i chose a pink pair of studs to shoot myself with. It’s been so long since those holes have sealed up, and since i have last re-pierced it. would it stay open? would it be used? stay tune ^_^

meanwhile, i am sitting here feeling just a little unsatisfied with life. don’t ask me why, maybe it’s just the hot weather. i am tired of being a student, tired of temping somewhere so i can get some money through school. i am just wondering… how hard is it for a singaporean to get shitty work visas in united states? like, a work visa to work in… restaurants? not just waitressing, but anything… just anything!

Currently, my entire weeks are filled with work. when i am not working, i am too tired from work to do anything else other than lazed around the house. let me just emphasize on this: i am still drained from work AFTER resting. so i need a life, outside of work. or maybe, i just need to move on with my life, and find something new.

i did do some different stuff though, no matter how minor or how insignificant. i stop being the grouch i was, and started interacting with my “new friends” on the new server in WoW more. they are not crazy, i tell you. they are MAD ^_______^

i started reading more mangas and comics, although they do leave me in tears - DAMN CLIFFHANGERS!

Genbu Kaiden 7 was released ^_^ so i am a happy camper, until i read to the end and discovered another massive cliffhanger. it’s been what, a year since her last book came out (at least) so i sincerely hope she wouldn’t kill me with suspense =_=;; it’s extremely unsettling.

I discovered loveless because of… Ebay! i needed cat ears to transform the headset (ahem, i know i meant to do it since, zomg, at least a year ago!). while i have yet to find a satisfactory nekomimi for my headset (just ordered a moonphase version from ebay), i decided to read Loveless to find out what’s it about.

It’s yaoi.

It doesn’t disgust me or anything, but for some reason, i have always equate yaoi manga to fetish manga to… hentai manga. which, for some reason again, i have often associate it as SHALLOW storylines behind all of them. Loveless just proved me wrong, and i will tell you, i am still breathlessly awaiting the next book to find out MORE. What’s happening?!?! why’s septimal moon trying to kill Seimei?!!? Whyyy and howw did Ritsuka lost his memories? *pant pant*

On another note, i have decided to mod my DS. soon, it will become similar to a palm top, hehe, just better AND PINK! ^^

p.s i know i am rambling randomly. don’t worry.