Blessed, priviledged or just flat out povo

i have been intending to blog about da vinci code for days, because i have actually watched the movie (finally!). but things have been just happening and happening, that are way more important than da vinci code or anything much else for that matter.

because these few days, i have just been calculating and re-calculating my expenses. it seemed for once, i really might have to leave after all. yes, i am that broke. that is, unless i just fail a class and then have to re-do that class, or 2. before you start thinking sideways, no, i didn’t plan to fail economics due to that. if i do fail, it’s just a natural part of being "Panda".

anyways, most of my classmates who are close to me knows about this. i haven’t hidden any facts that i would be leaving, because every time they ask me what do i plan to do after college, i couldn’t respond with anything that i thought sounds reasonable. plus, i have decided that lying openly to people who ARE studying WITH ME isn’t exactly going to help matters much, and lotsa other ethical factors.

besides, because some of them have went through some "looking for school" issues, they might know more than me about finding other schools to run to until i finish my degree.

however, someone came today, after being informed by one of my classmates about the situation. yes, i know who this person is, he is also one of my classmates. we had a LONG talk, over brunch, coffee and tea. and he offered to pay for everything, sans living expenses, and i can pay him after i am done with uni, and is able to re-pay him.

he felt, like my convenor, that i had the intelligence required to go through with what i want to do, and aspire to be. and wanted to make sure i do what i can with my youth (funnily, he’s younger than me).

and so, i might stay on for 2 years.

sometimes, i feel, God works in funny ways. 

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