all sore and tired

 

well, been rushing for my assignment the last few days. i have handed up a good piece of work, according to my tutor. i still view it as bs. mainly because half the things i chucked in were full of stuff i had theorised before but never put on paper because *gasp* i didn’t realised people actually study into those topics.

 

or perhaps i did, and just pretended i didn’t.

 

what ever.

 

funnily, how the papers i felt were utter bullshit always turned out to be the best papers i have ever produced, and those that i felt were the best written ones were utterly choked down the sewage by the lecturers. seriously people, what’s wrong with this?!?! 

 

anyways, i have slowly calculated something. because i am mainly cooking for myself, the cost of actually cooking for myself + everything else is actually more than if i buy those 5 bux lunch everyday and just eat that.

 

yer i am serious.

 

since now i have barely any time to cook or eat, i generally only eat 1 meal a day. even after proportioning the stuff out, i have enough to suffice about 14 days. in that same time, i can get meals between 3-5 bux (slovvy found something 3 bux in dickson) and actually save more than if i cook for myself since all these spices do add up and so on. i can do a trial run for a couple of weeks to show the differences, but i think it’s just sad lol.

 

hate cooking for myself.

 

if that’s the case, i might just start asking slovvy to help me buy lunch to school, so i don’t have to up and go to dickson or civic or anywhere else to find reasonably priced lunchbox. the only drawback behind this is if i am late or something, and since most of my classes run back to back, by the time i can actually eat my meals, they are probably best saved for scraps really. all slobbery and shit. oh wells, tough shit. i need $ more than i need food. besides, food back home is always better.

 

unless… just mysteriously thinking… what if i do those instant mee gorengs for this entire year? 45cts a pack (or less) oooooooooooooo 

 

still got some bits to go on my essay then i need to switch to group work mode to start on some basic research for group work. i hate group work, always had. but now, there’s a class where i dont know anyone, and i am grouped with some strange people. one insist he doesn’t have internet, but mysteriously “goes to school” for net at 11pm, at night. the other, while we were supposed to do group work in class, she sits in her corner and digs into her fingernails.

 

both seems pissed at me for the inactivity in the group. excuse me, but i think i am the only one with the internet, and the ability to realise that group work equates LET’S SIT IN OUR GROUPS AND NOT ON OUR OWN. kkthxbye. so while i did sit with the remaining 3 in our little group corner, the other 2 fucked off into their own world. one pissed with me even more when we discussed about the group work.

 

what a tool.

 

i might post up a final version of my internet media bs essay when i am done, just so everyone can have a wonderful view of what utter bullshit i wrote. no, i am not undermining the intelligence of my tutors and lecturers. i just REALLY can’t see where’s the good in those papers. the first one’s been marked, and no longer relevant, but this upcoming one, due tomorrow afternoon (no i didn’t do last minute research, she wants me to rearrange it abit for some posting exercise) is some what…..

 

i will say this again: i still think it was some bullshit that i threw together. i always do that when i am hardpressed for time, and research. in this situation though, where i am studying now, they demand a draft every few weeks. this particular course even dragged out the report/essay into 3 parts, so this is part 1. they are reviewed and then corrected and then you just put all the corrected portions together as a final essay.

 

in my opinion, with such a WIDE scope to research from, with a topic that is likely to interest people like me, it’s really hard to maintain the 500 word limit, in the sense that we are likely to go way beyond the word limit, and abit. with the time frame though, it’s impossible to produce quality work WITHIN that word limit to COVER all the pillars of discusssions that we may want to inject within the report.

 

thus i feel this entire essay i produced was bullshit, albeit skimming the surface of my interest.

 

ah. self explanations. you will see, you will see.

 

oh, btw, i have shit all grammar knowledge. so ignore any grammatical errors on the report. :D 

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