Assignments piling up

ah… school. i missed some classes last week, but due to the immense amount of time we spend in classes together, most of my classmates actually thought i was away for a very long time.

assignments are piling up though, and i am feeling a little suffocation from trying to do everything at the same time. if anything, school is hardly enjoyable now, as compared to my ANU days, perhaps because i actually loved ANU and chose to go to ANU.

work on the other hand is the highlight of each day, other than going home to jake

i guess it’s partly my fault though that assignments are piling up in that direction. half of my assignments, we get to choose what we want to do, from topics to the actual assignment question itself, other than maths and computing general (so that makes up half!).

my question that i chose for myself for my english assignment is:

Journalists should be politically impartial. Discuss.

and then suddenly, while searching for books to borrow in the library, i just felt overwhelmed. -.- no it wasn’t within the last few days. rather, it was just within the first week of me deciding what i wanted to write and i went “oh fuck, i chose the wrong thing to write about.”

and the feeling didn’t quite subsided.

similarly, for my Professional Communications class, i chose the ipod as a product to play around with for my essay/thesis/presentation. and “woof” i am loaded with information. oh i love the information that i get flooded with. it’s just thinking of trying to wade through them despite work, school and actually sleeping and relaxing, that’s breaking me apart.

blah.

MUST.

GET.

BACK.

INTO.

POLITICS GODDAMIT.

behind the scenes though, i have jake who is so ever supportive helping me do some homework, trying to cook -.- getting me drinks and stuff from the fridge like a cute li’l bitch of mine while i am playing games or just typing nothingness into the web.

i don’t particularly feel motivated to do any of the assignments yet though. i have lotsa plans, just not… the drive to do it yet. then again, i am one of those last minute people, who likes to do their assignments in the eleventh hour. so i won’t worry so much yet.

the last few days were amazing though. mike (freja) was actually just sick, not feeling bad or something from the little joke jake and i played on him :X so now i don’t feel so bad for pranking him out.

i don’t think i have smiled nor laugh so much in the last couple of weeks, what with jake being here, and uhm… yer mike, and going out, and eating out and omg…

i just discovered that australia tops the list for consumption of fart-producing food!!!!

i know it’s not related to everything else i said to that prior, but still O.o this means i should eat less! dammit.

p.s i am learning swedish on the side to tease mike in his own language muahaha… except i can’t fucking pronounce any of the words… all those damn rolled out R’s