a glimmer of… amusement

i am not sure if i have mentioned this before, but the student association was trying to fight my case out with the vice chancellor, hopefully to let me back in next semester.

and today was meant to be the day of reckoning.

it’s not like now anything matters much anymore, i have more or less given up hope. but if i get back to uni today, it would be awesome in terms of finances. that’s really all there is to this entire matter now. day of reckoning? heh. i don’t know if i should care at this point at all or not.

like i said, i do feel hurt about how uni entirely treated me.

especially with regards to my email, and how they didn’t seem to care that we didn’t receive their promise emails on time.

my student email account was well and truly closed a month ago. i couldn’t log in, and neither did i try after the 30th of august, altho the guy on the phone said 20th.

it is now the 30th of september.

i don’t know why i did what i did. perhaps i was sub consciously thinking that if they had accept me back… it would be turned back on.

it was turned back on since 17th of september. O.o

that was the friday of the week i appealed through SA.

O.O

*prays harder* Dear Lord, i do need the money. and then, i need to vote for sheetle. Then, i need to run for SA next year. AND THEN, i just want to be in school, to fulfill what i came here for.

thanks God.

Amen