what are you afraid of? - the length and breadth of it

Tears
afalling down my face.
Heart
won’t stop hurting.

Four walls
Closing in.
Can’t breathe.

Can’t think.

Fear
races through my mind.
Lonliness
i feel

Four walls
Closing in.
Wanna run.

Wanna hide.

Hold me tight
I need someone to.
Dry my tears
I can’t on my own.

Assurance,
What i need.

Tell me,
my world
is not crashing upon me.

Two months on

Four walls
closed in.
Nowhere to run.

Nowhere
To hide.

Tears Ran,
more than it did
a year ago.

Fear
within me.
Uncertainty
shrouds me.

No Corner
to cry in.
No Corner
to hurt in.

The Veil
is lifted.

I am cold.
I fear.
I lie naked.
And in the open.

Don’t hurt me!
Don’t touch me!
Don’t stare at me!

I might wilt.
I might burn.
I might cower away,
never to return.

I keel over
in pain.
I tremble hard
in fear.

There was
a light.
Then was
Darkness.

Now i reach
for a loving hand.
A warmth.

Waves are crashing in.
I can’t run.
I can’t hide.

Can’t breathe.
Can’t think.

waves are crashing in,
Tears blinds,
Trembling paralyses.

Can’t breathe,
Can’t move.

So small,
So fragile,
What does it take
To break?

Waves are rushing in,
don’t wana go,
don’t wana break.

i am losing a little
every day.

every day.

i am sorry.
so sorry.

name etched,
in the heart.

i won’t
ever forget.

every day.

i am sorry.
so sorry.