Lazing around
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And that, was specially for jake… woohoo… go use babel fish.
The last 2 days were just full of reading whatever i could put my hands on. this range from books to news articles (regarding the brit bomb blast) and also some new books that my dad sent me.
yes, my Maoist books arrived, except it wasn’t quite what i expected. When i first requested the books from my dad, because i wanted to know more about Mao Zedong, the late Chairman of China, he started talking all grand about Mao, because he respected him so much. my dad is a proud chinese man, who loves china, even though he has never been to China his entire life, and has only been to Taiwan frequently when he was still young (aka when i was like 3-5 years old..).
In his stance to me, he had always put out that China was a victim of many verbal, political and etc etc attacks because people are either 1) jealous or they are 2)scared of China’s possibility. My dad is a walking paranoia thing.
anyways, he defended Chairman Mao fervently against what i saw in time magazine about some writers building a case against Mao and what he did in the past, basically saying that Mao was a bad leader, bad person, and dad was foaming at his mouth trying to say that all Mao did was for the greater good of China.
And all that Sun Tze’s Art of War and what not came up.
At any rate, he promised to find lotsa books that would let me learn more about china’s past that lead up to his leadership and why it’s so good at that time when he was leading…
except when the books arrived, they were exactly the ones i told him about, whereby they were saying he was a demented power hungry mob. oh yes, he sent me those without thinking coz i told him to get me some english ones as those in chinese are mostly to be those in traditional writing which means i can’t understand half of them, and the other half sends me into a whirl with headaches and what not.
when i called him to point out the error to him, while having a good laugh about it, he was like “o.. oh wells, treat it like a running side commentary when i find you some other books then..”
lol…
my dad is funny.
It was rose’s birthday yesterday, so after all that reading, and some partying up ingame, i started baking cookies for her. i am no chef, and if anything, i have never ever used an oven before, till we move to this apartment. my mum and my last attempt at trying to bake cakes, YES CAKES, ended up with an accidental stumble into making sugar cookies. oh they tasted great, but the point was, they were meant to be CAKES.
so i was a little wary yesterday when i started baking. frankly speaking though, i felt pretty safe because everything came in a nicely prepackaged bag, but you never know when something might blow up.
the only thing that went wrong was the cookies’ size. i accidentally went on a rampage and made everyone of them double they size that they were meant to me. some of the shapes were a little lopsided too…
so yer.. kinda wasted but still… YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSIE… muahahaha!!!! i hope u like those cookies 
we went out for bewitched too, and really, it’s one of the funniest movie i have seen, altho just about as airhead as some of the other movies i like (all girly sweetsy thingy) and that’s the best thing about it, hehe.
although i know many will choose to disagree.
at this time, though, i believe either i need to stop dropping my pc by its side, or its my camera acting bitchy towards my pc (or vice versa) or i have to get a new camera altogether 
which is something i can’t afford at the moment.
there is so many thing i want to show everyone, although the picts i have taken off flickr looks even better, hehe, i still want to show my baking and so on… even tho that too.. was ah.. not entirely made by me >.>
the weather is getting colder, and as i freeze my arse off every time i walk out, i wonder how different was it from 2 years ago when i first experienced winter. i was cold too, and feeling all weirded out from my warm room, which was heated up by central heating.
and then having to bundle up heaps before walking out. that felt weird and eventually, when i acclimatize to everything, i started to wear less and less, simply because i hate feeling like a turtle all cooped up in my clothes. all those years of living in tropical climate made all that bundling up feels totally uncomfortable. even now, when i am cold, i had just say “fuck it,” and walk out of the house with a t shirt and just a light jacket on top. not that it matters now after so long, since most of the time now i dont feel as cold as i did in the past.
ever since i started falling ill this winter though (well the first time around) i decided to bundle up abit more, and then started feeling like an over dressed clown. >.> it’s gotta do with all that fur around me!! i swear!
last night while we were out on a movie, i started growing this huge urge to eat everyone around me, and i attribute all this to the coat i was wearing, wahahaa… i mean it does make me feel all bear like and hungry… and humans looks so delicious.
ANYWAYS…
jake’s blog is finally starting to shape up after all those YEARS of tweaking. his old blog, which was at girlswithswords.com will finally be taken down after… maybe another few YEARS!??! and then it would officially move to this domain under shinsou.ghostelf.com, the link is on the right, top most blog up there i should think.
don’t mind his frootiness. i know he looks abit gay on his blog, but trust me, i wear the penis in this relationship, as proven by many a spam mail…
according to these spam mail, my penis needs some enlargement, and must be specifically handled by them. thus, it proves that i have one, just a bit weeny. and since jake and i are in a relationship, that must mean he’s either gay or is a girl. but he has stated he’s perfectly straight and so did i, therefore, AHA! the conclusion is, he wears the skirt.
next week, we will be shopping for his push up bras, seeing that he definitely lack some “oomph” in them. anyone want to suggest some sites or place where either of us can shop for them?
thanks
^.~
