phone!

i finally got my phone working, and have proceeded to purchase the data cable online, seeing that the ones at the shop didn’t seem to work and so far, by reviews, that one being sold online actually works!

blogging from my laptop now seems easier than before, and perhaps more colourful than it should be. i have a stick that reminds me the font codes until i can remember them right off, and lotsa widgets hanging around me. in truth, i am trying to blog from a damn widget..

i can see why it’s so damn addictive

mean while, i have to be at school for a while as they emailed me some stuff about post grad and i need to clarify alot of stuff about international student’s visa for it and so on. sounds like a mess to me. hopefully dad’s money last that long, or i would have to take another year off again.

all around me now, i see many post grads doing their thesis. one guy seemed to be living here, all bearded and smell and coats on the floor and what not. i bet he hides in the broom cupboard when they shut down the library for the day so he can read all the books he needs.

come this semester though, i might have to quit l2 for real. the next semester or 2 will be my last, i don’t wana fuck it up and l2 is very time consuming. i still love l2, but i can’t afford the time it needs, unless my clan is willing to lose me for weeks at an end.

considering my no-show for the last week or so though, i guess they should be used to it.

i am worried. i really am. i know i always tend to fuck up my last year at any where, at any place in my entire academic life. i want to graduate soon, for many reasons i can’t list here coz it’s simply too long. but one of which is genuine concern that funds will eventually run out on dad’s side. part-time work shouldn’t be an option for university students for the sheer fact that our workload is simply too much for us to even consider it. but still, many still do it, because some of them have got hecs to pay back and it is no light job.

sigh.

other than that, i don’t know how these few months would be like, how these courses would be like. i don’t want to fuck it up, and hope i don’t. blah…..

i know i shouldn’t worry, after all, so far it’s been all right. it could have been better, but it’s good enough for now. after this, what am i going to do? hopefully, i get to work here and stay here… and then.. citizenship? go to jake’s? hehe…

feeling all weirded out now… need to relax….